integrity!

i can explain.. :p

patulan ba ang mga quote? hehehe. walang magawa..
what do you think?

"Believe the best of everybody."
--> I try to :) Even if there are things in this world that would make me want not to believe. Pero sabi ko nga.. I believe that people are good. Deep inside. For others, deep deep deep deep inside. Hehehe..
--> It's kinda tiring though. When you believe in people. When you believe sooo much. But they let you down somehow.. I guess all you can do is to tell them what you think of them, how great they can be, how much more they can be. And then it's up to them to realize that. To find themselves. To see that they are or they could be..
--> But I shouldn't be disappointed. If I really believe. I should just see it as them on a journey to discovery. Not there yet, but getting there..

"When one door closes, another opens, but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us."
--> So.. Don't live in the past..
--> But before moving on, be sure to pick up a few things from what happened. Someone once said, there are no bad experiences, only learning experiences. :D

"Never explain yourself: Your friends don't need it and your enemies won't believe it."
--> I think, sometimes you do. Because there are times when we act out of character - that even your friends don't understand, that even YOU don't understand. But maybe it means that you don't have to 'defend' yourself? Because your friends (if they are your friends :p) will understand eventually. Eh?
--> It's hard to expect people to just know. Sometimes you have to help them out a bit. So sometimes, ok lang to explain..

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can

You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

You're gone from here
Soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
'cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

...
Everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same.

...

i just wanna stop..
i'm tired..
:-<

northern mindanao adventure

check out the flowers :p

maputi pa ako nyan...

five provinces in five days.. zamboanga del norte (dipolog, dapitan, dakak, aliguay island), misamis occidental (misamis occidental aquamarine park [MOAP]), lanao del norte (iligan.. daan lang sa bahay nila lalyn..), misamis oriental (cagayan de oro.. lechon dinner sa house nila lalyn. overnight sa hotel), camiguin

trust.. part two.. nakaw edition..

thanks lorena! hehehehehe.
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Trust is a precious thing. I've always thought of myself as a trusting person and likewise a trustworthy one. Presumptuous of me, I know. However, I never thought that once that trust has been broken, even by the slightest offense, I’d have trouble trusting that person again. Vindictive, am I? Or maybe that’s too strong a word. I guess if I couldn’t trust that person with the little things, what more the big ones? I don’t know what that person could do to regain my trust, and I don’t know how I can get over the feeling of betrayal.

trust

not the condom...
but if it were as cheap as those, i would be it's number one buyer! joooke. i'd just buy lots and lots. :) i don't need it all the time. to buy, i mean (if it could be bought). i still believe that people are innately good. i just forget sometimes. because of people. because of life. but at the same time, they (people, life) make me remember. (not necessarily the same people and life.. huh? i have more than one life?! :p) and then i'm happy and at peace. then i forget again. and then remember again.. tiring.. but i'm glad that i still remember. :)

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ang drama ha.. actually.. i'm just trying to be profound (naks. ayos sa word!).. and i'm trying to make bawi (coño tone ha) by posting and posting and posting (3 na, including this, since yesterday) even if they're.. uhm.. whatever. hehe.

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andaming kong side comments sa mga sinusulat ko. mukha tuloy mahaba. hahaha!

bangkok

pumunta ako dun.. at kumuha ng pictures.. pero wala akong mapiling 1 picture na ipopost dito ;)
i'll send you the link na lang. bwahahaha. feeling! who reads this anyway?! :p

i'm alive!

grabe.. tagal na.. :)

one reason was the google account thing na matagal. ano nga un lorena? basta.

another reason is ... ;)

another reason is tamad ako. :p

and marami pa...